what had HaPPen tO me???

A past few days, i can't concentrate on my work. more dreaming rather than doing my work. keje nak kata tak ade, ade. nak kata tak banyak, boleh tahan gak. i have a lot of work but i can't concentrate in doing my work. fikiran, emosi dan perasaan kacau bilau. mungkin subab "BURN" (my future fiance) buat hal. huh.... its hard to think about him and just forget what he's been doing to me. tapi like what my mum and my friends said, all that had happen to me is from ALLAH s.w.t and as ALLAH "hamba", i shouldn't regret of all the 'qada dan qadar" yang telah ALLAH tentukan untuk aku. Entahlah.....

Pastu masa chatting dalam YM semalam, aku jumpa sorang psycho ni. two days before dia email kat aku gambar dia, aku pun tengok and from his friendster, aku pun dah tau status dia yang dah kawin tapi aku okie je coz for me, aku chatting untuk dapat kawan dan to have fun dari keboringan keje kat opis ni. tapi from the way he's react lepas aku tak balas msg dia dalam YM coz aku kena panggil masuk meeting, dia msg aku cakap macam-macam. nak ketawa pun ade gak coz aku dapat rasa yang mamat sorang ni memang psycho abis. aku malas nak layan and just cakap elok2 untuk undurkan diri. kang aku melantun balik kang, aku gak yang parah. hehehehehehe....

tapi aku conscious gak dari mana dia dapat gambo aku yang cun "belecun" tu. aku rasa dari TAGGED profile aku. lantak mamat tu lah. as long as lepas ni dia tak kaco lagi sudah! kalu dia msg aku dalam YM, aku wat dek je lah pasni. aku story kat mama, mama aku dok marah kat aku plak, cakap sape soh layan laki orang. wakakakakakakaka..... takpe2, mama tak tahu YM tu ape. zaman masa dia kawan2 YM ni belum ade lagi. hehehehehe....

so to dose girl and lady yang baca blog aku ni and suka chat dalam YM, u girls better be careful dengan mamat psycho macam ni. kalu jumpa, cepat2 'gtg'. takut2 depa ni berdendam and kita tak boleh jangka manusia zaman sekarang yang wujud dalam pelbagai bentuk dan "pe'el" ni.

JusT waNNa maKe ThEm HaPPy

On last Saturday, aku bawak niece dan nephew aku gi jalan-jalan kat taman rama-rama. excited betul budak dua orang tu bile dapat gi kat sana coz memang dah lama aku promise nak bawak cuma masa dan ongkos nya je yang kurang....

So on that day aku angkut dorang gi sana. bawak sekali camera yang achot (my lil' bro) dapat untuk chinese new year contest aritu (Canon Digital Ixus 70). kat sana, aku ade 2 orang camera person yang sangat "expert" dan "berpengalaman" but the only thing is 2 orang camera person aku tu share 1 camera jek! wakakakakaka.... punye nak tergelak aku coz aku dengan mama yang dok jadi dorang 2orang punye model and habis sume gamba rama-rama dan binatang yang ade kat dalam butterfly park tu diorang amik. aku tak kisah coz memang purpose aku bawak diorang 2 orang tu, to make them happy and have a great experience and knowledge at the same time.

Aku dengan mama pun really enjoy that day seeing them happy and have a great day. my nephew (MOhd ThOriQ adAm) tak abis-abis cerita how happy he is dapat gi butterfly park and dapat captured banyak gamba macam sorang jurugambar yang profesional. tapi aku memang tak nafikan yang adam's memang ade talent untuk jadi sorang jurugambar yang baik. most of the pictures yang adam's captured memang cantik and amazingly for the boy on he's aged can captured such a nice pictures like that.

Kakak a.k.a Jannah (my niece) pun not to bad but the only thing is she's over excited on that day sampai wat rakaman video macam video tsunami. abis sume bontot, kaki orang yang dia amik. Jannah ni memang hyper sket kalu dapat gi jalan-jalan. sampai tak boleh control. tapi aku sayang kat dia. dia banyak bergalah kalu dengan adam's coz she's know that she is adam's sister and dia tak kisah pun coz adam's memang koyo boy!

Pas gi butterfly park to fulfill my niece and nephew punye "harapan" dan "impian", aku fulfill plak my beloved mother punyer kehendak dan keinginan untuk makan pizza. pizza memang tak boleh dipisahkan dengan mama. that's is her favorite food sampai bile-bile... kalu perot dah kenyang pun ade pizza depan mata, mama will never let the pizza been eaten by someone else... itulah mama. my greatest mother in the hold world.

So hari tu, aku pun turut happy gak coz dapat gembira kan 3 orang yang paling aku sayang dalam dunia ni. seeing them happy on that day, make me really 2 happy to. for me, money is not everything in this world but to have such a great and happy moment with those that i love is more important and valuable. PUAS!!!

get to know me!!

Finally, i found something special and the solution to create my own blog.
I've been looking around and surf through the net just to search on how to create one blog thats belong to me and now, the moment of true (cam bagus2 jek!), I'm creating my own blog and start to write something on it. cayalah!!!

its me!!!